Who I AM...?

There is a story about three days ago...

Wednesday.

I pass my first round interview...
Looking back now, I admit the interview that day wasn't hard...is quite easy to me,(if the interviewer is not a strict person.)

YES, definitely I expect to be very happy and exited, but I didn't, there is another challenge in front of me.
Final round interview, I have no confidence actually...
I ask someone,"Izit difficult to me for passing the final round?"
Who told me,"Geneve, I said that you will get the job then you definitely will."


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Next Saturday, there will be a walk-in interview, it's Air Asia
The Airline I have been waiting for soooo long...

>Cat walk
>Announcement reading
>Grooming check

Hmmmm...looks like easy, but it is hard ACTUALLY. and there is nothing to prepare ACTUALLY.

Good luck~~


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I am a 100% purely dreamer.

In my mind, my deep deep mind, it keep remind me to asking myself
"Who I am?"
"Who I am?"
"Who I am?"
"Who I am?"
"Who I am?"
"Who I am?" and..."Why I am standing right here?"
Of course, "What I want?"

If If IF!! I get in to Firefly or Air Asia, am I going to stop all the plan I have plan before and be a cabin crew?
AM I willing to work for a company for 2years?
AM I ready to leave JJ, my parents, my friends for a long time?
AM I ready to live in an environment without any people and things that I know?
AM I ready to face every hard situation without crying and complain?
and the last question, AM I ready to be a BIG BIG girl to everyone?

Maybe No, Maybe Yes, Maybe I don't know.

I asked JJ, if I will be a cabin crew, will you support me?
He said, "Yes."
I asked again, If I be a cabin crew, we will have not much time to meet, having meal, hang out, even chat, will you be sad?
He answered me, "No. if that is what you wan, I will support you always. As long as you are happy."
I was silence at the moment...
Dar, really, thanks a lot of your understanding... I am very touching...


The important thing I wanna tell is,
I am growing...without stopping the time.
I ❤ all the things around me.